This isn't sadness.
It's the absence
of everything.
Depression doesn't always look like crying. Sometimes it looks like going through the motions. Being productive but hollow. Doing all the right things and feeling nothing on the other side of them.
It's not a character flaw and it's not permanent. But it does require more than willpower and a better morning routine. It requires real support — and a therapist who won't soften what it actually is.
